I have the perfect marriage I just realized!
I have a husband with many friends and Vw buddies, who works long hours and who is often absent by alcohol or tiredness.
Me on the other hand loves solitude and only has a couple of close friends and those 2 friends are busy with work and their families. So I have lots of time for reflection, writing and doing whatever I wish.
Oh I have the mundane chores naturally and I prefer it that way because I enjoy keeping up with the house and use that time to think too. About life, about death and everything in between.
It’s the perfect scenario. We don’t even sleep in the same bed but that’s ok too because he snores and I’m a night owl.
Feeling blessed indeed!
We do spend time together but it isn’t all the time. I like deep meaningful conversations and lately we’ve had a few. I feel closer to him than ever because he gives me space as he gets so much out of hanging out with the guys.
My disorder is at bay and I expect it will be now that things are in place for our future. After a chaotic few months things are looking up and even though I’m having a tooth extracted tomorrow I am at peace tonight and just a bit nervous they might put me under.
Found a new blog of philosophy I’m obsessed with and it’s giving me much to ponder about for my next article.
Peace be with you all